*sigh*

Well, I'm not in the greatest of moods right now. I just finished sorting through some of the forms sent to me by PHEAA and college, and I don't understand half of the things on there. Dad has to fill out some of them because, of course since mom will neither provide financial information nor help me in understanding any of this stuff because she doesn't support "the way I am going about this," I have to use dad's financial information. Our government is a stupid, control hungry, socialist regime. How dare them force me to fill out all of these forms when I don't even plan on taking their handout, for which they tax other hard-working citizens, and for which they will later tax the pants off of me! How dare them connect me to my parent's financial status when I am legally considered an adult! This is simply an outrage that cannot be stood for! All too many people have fallen into the communistic trap of today's system because opposition and alternative courses of action are so very hard...so very hard. But then, the price of freedom isn't free, is it. Mom thinks she can compare my actions with a child about to put her finger in a flame, and she stated that if she helped me with my college application process, it would be like aiding a child who is about to make a big mistake like that. Interesting, seeing as it would seem that such a statement depicts going to college as a "mistake," though I am sure she must be referring to the whole grant subject. My college application process is NOT all about a grant, so why won't she help me then? Well, such is life. I will figure out this confusing process on my own. I suppose it will build my skills for my future career. Heheh, a mistake. If only some people knew the repercussions of the mistakes they are making themselves. Our government will just keep taking more and more control over us...little by little, as the historical trend clearly shows. The more we give into the programs and services set up by our government that we know to be outside of its jurisdiction, the more it will control us. As if we aren't already controlled enough. Could almost be compared to Germany in the 1930s, when the people thought Hitler was the only way out of their economical ruin. Well, well, well, weren't they mistaken. And wouldn't you know, those who opposed were branded as foolish people making "mistakes." That is until the repercussions started to appear with a little more force than in the beginning. Yes, indeed Hitler took full control...of course this is an example of one person taking control of a country including its government. But in much the same way, governments can take control of the people...nice and easy maybe at first, then BOOM! there goes freedom. HAH. Anyway, people will probably think me crazy going on this rambling thought. Well, I suppose that's all for now. Have to do a couple of homeworky type things tonight and get my uniform ready for tomorrow.