summer days...

Well, I am really very bored. The job outlook is pretty bad, and I am really getting frustrated! I think I will have to resort to McDonalds' which really depresses me. I have called Panera numerous times and the hiring manager keeps saying, "oh, I'm going to look at the applications today and I will call you." Well, she hasn't called me yet, and I'm really frustrated! I absolutely NEED a job this summer! If I don't get one, there's going to be some problems ahead. Problem #1: boredom, Problem #2: need money for college supplies. Those are the two major problems, and problem number one is really getting me down right now! I must be PMSing because I am really pissed off right now, and frustrated! I don't understand why I can't get a job!! I'm smarter and a better worker than a whole hell of a lot of people out there working at the places I've been applying to...I know it!! GRRRRR!!! I have to figure out this loan stuff for college, too. I hate it all because it's so confusing! Edinboro hasn't assigned me my orientation date yet, and that's next week!! WHAT THE HECK!!! I am really getting pissed off!! I've literally been sitting around all day doing nothing!! SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME!!! At this point Sarah's probably saying "you should have come down to NC with me." *SIGH* I just really need a job, and time is a wasting away!!! My life really sucks right now! I almost wish I were still in school just for something to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP!!! THAT'S DESPERATE!!! Ok, I need to stop writing cause I am getting myself all worked up. Last night I felt like crap cause I couldn't even run a bloody mile!! Tonight I am going to run the whole way, and in under 10 minutes, too! If I don't, I'll have to beat myself up!! hahah! You're probably thinking, "HAH, a mile in ten minutes, now that's a sucky time." Well, here's the facts in one sentence: Emily Peterson is the worst runner of all time. I can do pushups though...and probably more than most girls my age...teheeheeeheeeeeeeee. At least I have that! OK I should go now cause I'm really upset.